slacking

looking at all the stuff that i'm supposed to study
i realise that i'm super far behind and there's no way in hell i'm gonna finish it
maybe if i had started at the beginning of this week i would have finished the stuff before the exams
but i chose to slack
the choices i make constantly bug me
when i'm watching tv i'm asking myself
would you even remember this show a day later ???
would it affect you so much to not watch the show ???
but i continue watching
hmmm
i seem to be subconsciously walking towards hell
i dunno why

oh yeah
and i just realised
i bought 4 albums this week
so it's like $70 spent on stuff

i should stop spending so much
and start studying now